Thank you. I recognize people who fell in love with science AFTER they had their best chance to study it in school. I'm one of them.
When smart people like you learn science from popular media (instead of following a curriculum designed to peel back the layers of the onion), you have to stitch together what you know, and since you're missing a ton of knowledge, you use wishful thinking to make a wild ass guess about the stuff in the gaps in your knowledge. This is the stuff you can't support rationally, the bits of your idea that have no evidence, so you're forced to wave a wand and make it so, redefining several well-established concepts in the process.
But this gives you an idea that makes absolute perfect sense to nobody but you. To you, it seems like you've done what nobody else can. But science is a methodical, plodding tool that inches forward in sure, trustworthy steps. The grand leaps of intuition written about in pop-sci articles with such vivid drama are actually conclusions drawn from mountains of evidence gleaned through trusted procedures and representing the combined works of many scientists.
I really hope you stick around to learn. Michio Kaku led me here long ago, but the awesomeness of mainstream science taught me how to correct as much of my ignorance as I can, every day I'm alive.