You're very right. This feeling always comes to me and it always holds me back from learning. I always want to delve into details, I can't be unreasonable. Well, we as humans repeat things most of the time without understanding (without conciousness). I remeber a study on apes (bonobos) on the way they learn compared with the way we learn. I turned out (bonobos) don't just repeat what the others do ! Somehow they do it for a reason, but when the researcher compared their result with a child, it turned out the opposite, repeating and no logical thinking of the behavior. You can simply think of that and prove it to yourself, imagine a child grown in a society let's say in that society each individual unrinate on the street as urinating is not ritual inside homes, just assuming that, you would think that child be different ? absolutely not, at least for the period of his childhood. So repeating is our way of learning, but we suffer if we think of logic. You may agree with me.