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Hi everyone, this is my first post on this forum so I don't even know if this is the right thread for the subject matter, but I'm sure someone will let me know if it is or not. So, before I ask my question, I'd like to make a brief introduction and build up to my question, I'm not an academic scientist, meaning I'm somewhat of a laymen. I consider myself an theistic leaning-agnostic and my plausible belief system ties into the overall nature of the question I will ask. So as to not have everyone confused with terminologies used, I will clearly define terms, and put forth my own thoughts about what is written by saying either "DEFINITIONS" or "NOTABLE POINTS" my my belief system goes as follows 1. I believe in a God even though I have little evidence for it. 2. God is transcendent from its reality and is not vengeful or judgmental. 3. God is completely self-contained and unified in all ways, limitless in its ability to express itself whether it is most unsustainable chaos or the most harmonious of orders. (sounds like a contradiction? just keep reading) 4. God is without any form, however holds the potential for all forms 5. God is Genderless (however I will say He) 6. God has no name. To try to definitively name it would limit this infinite entity to finite letters and therefore undermine and insult its infinite nature. Therefore even my use of the word God is only a place holder. 7. God didn't "CREATE" anything, everything is simply an emanation of unfolding mental information. Each emanation are complete enumerations pouring forth from this entity NOTABLE POINTS (#5 effectively jives well with the first Law of Thermodynamics, even though the subject matter is theoretical [laymens use of the word], un-provable, and completely subjective in nature.) DEFINITIONS: 1. Emanation "an abstract but perceptible thing that issues or originates from a source") 2. Enumeration "a complete, ordered listing of all the items in a collection." 8. God manifests the whole of reality through a series of 11 descending dimensions. Each dimension takes on a role of giving the emanated enumeration form and function as it passes through each dimension. Over the course of theoretical time, these divine thoughts become more diverse and solidified as it travels further from its divine source. This image depicts the process by which this mental flow of information becomes solidified into physicality. To explain this image fully I will put forth an illustration using my rudimentary understanding of graphic design. Imagine you are a game developer. First there is just a whole bunch of disassociated thoughts circulating in a mental sphere of raw potential. This stage of thought is represented as the top of the tree, Kether and the world (Atziluth). This is where the source of information resides at it's most archetypal stage of development. However your struck with the inspiration to make a video game. This initial inspiration to create this game is Chochmah. Then you start coming up with ideas for the characters, personalities, landscape and maps, etc. Nothing is physical this is just brainstorming which is Binah. Next these thoughts cross over into development (Beriah) which you draw out these ideas on paper as concept art. Note these are still concepts but they move closer to physical implementation. This stage in development is Geburah but this stage has an interplay between two opposing principles. Geburah's principle is to constrict concepts, while on the other hand Chesed is the expansive creative principle which adds things to your concept. Once some sort of balance is obtained and everything is in agreement. Your character has just enough but not to much personality/story arch whatever, it moves onto 3d rendering which is Tiphareth Once 3d rendering is done, then you cross over again to coding (Yetzirah) for movement, voice acting etc for your character. But there is an interplay between two more principles. Hod and Netzach. Hod's principle wants movement to be quick, voice acting to be low pitch, while Netzach's principle wants movement steady and to flow and voice acting to be higher in pitch. Once all is in agreement and your character, world, story, etc is fully developed you cross over into (Assiah) which is the launch of your game NOW to put this into perspective with God. God is the video game designer but all of His thoughts are completely fleshed out, hence enumerated. (DISCLAIMER: I am not defending intelligent design, or the fine tuning argument put forth by creationist as you will see if one keeps reading) But this is where I part with conventional intelligent design/fine tuning argument. How can I possibly defend this claim after what I just said before the disclaimer? Well, this contradiction is irreconcilable until we add the component of a possible multiverse put forth by mainstream science, this by the way is why I stated that there are 11 dimensions which line up with the mathematics of M theory. (For those of you counting the spheres of the tree, you'll only find 10, however there is a hidden sphere called Da'ath, which makes 11. However I really don't believe in a actual tree or think the image is sacred, I just find this image to be helpful in explaining my emanationist viewpoints.) So, adding this emanation component with the multiverse component brings me to my next point. God is both chaotic and stable, however, to not contradict myself, God split these two chaotic forces into two pillars (as seen in image #2) and set up a spectrum of multiverses to house each degree of expressive chaos so that He could create order by holding back raw un-containable chaos in order to organize the more sustainable chaos, bring it into a ratioed balance with it's opposite force to create an increasingly ordered system closer to the middle pillar. or "Ordo ab Chao" or "Order out of Chaos". So for example, imagine between the spheres of Geburah (constricting principle) and Chesed (expansive principle) are a multiverse of spheres creating a spectrum or ratios between constricting and expanding. A great illustration is the interplay of osteoclast and osteoblast within the body to continually oscillate between destroying and regrowing bone. However if that ratio of destruction and recreation was to become off balanced you'd get increase in instability: one side being bone spurs, the other osteoporosis. My question to anyone that can help with this issue is besides a theistic answer to the question. How does science explain how randomness (entropy) become ordered? I believe my beliefs aren't off to far from reality but I'd like to understand a little more about this because when explaining my beliefs to others, when I get to the issue of entropy and order I can't come up with a viable explanation. Feel free also to pick apart my system of belief, I always enjoy debate and discussions