Yes, I have studied Physics up to MS level and Quantum Mechanics is one of the subjects that I studied. Let me give it a different shape.
On basis of mathematical calculation, we say that an infinite amount of energy is required to travel at the speed of light, what is the physical significance of this infinite amount of energy? How to physically describe the 'infinite amount of energy'? It is only one side.
What I want to know is if any attempts to explain the structures of subatomic particles (beyond quarks, etc.) have been made?
Is there any attempts to simulate a whole Neutron, Proton, Quark, Boson, Atom, etc. in a computer, just like as they have been successful in the case of big bang, etc.?
Any sources of information in this regard?
I am saying all this because I often fantasize on how to uncover the principles that govern the physical being of the above, sometime reach a few conclusions and devise it in a scientific method, then stuck somewhere, etc. I have some thoughts that I want to share but I don't know what's the ideal way to do this.