Hello to every one my name is Teodor , and i love Physics and engineering but i can't got to college .
The reason why i can't it is because my teachers from high school hated me and did not wanted me to go to university so they left me with 3 In my diploma ( in the Bulgarian grade system 2 is the lowest 3 is pass and 6 is the highest ) , but i can't blame them i was in tourism high school In the Hotel management class . The only reason i was there was the fact that it was the closest high school and my family could not afford more . but to be honest i wanted to go in the Electric school , I was interested in wires , batteries , electronics , machines and computers . Well in high school i started hating school because the teachers ware not exactly the kindest , they just killed my hunger for knowledge and then i started having bad grades . 1 month after i got my diploma i started reading a book ( body language ) and after that i slowly started reading more , then i worked as a cashier i met a programmer who introduced me to the world of programing and i tried it but i was easily bored by it , then i tried to give a chance to the electrical engineering i started bit then i realized the i need physics , I spend a lot of time thinking about that and i decided that i the thing which i would enjoy to do for the rest of my life is to solve engineering and science problems . so right now i am on the point where i started reading books about physics or " How things work : the physics of everyday life 6" i would like to get an education in Science/physics and engineering , but i am poor and sense i was educated badly i can not enter a college ( well you know how for that kind of education i need A or B to enter , i have got D ) i want to become the better version of my self but i do not know how . and even if i am capable to learn on my own , how would i be in any help of the people when i haven't bean trained from Teachers .
I want to Prove the world that The bad past must teach you not stop you .
Please If there is a teachers . Help me , i will do my best to learn from the best .