ImMeaningless

I don't mean that everything just ceases to be with a snap of the fingers. I see it like everything slowly nearing it's end step by step. But as I said I really don't know much about science as I'm 18 years old and just finished high school so I know I'm probably talking complete nonsense as I stated earlier

What makes you think im counselling? I just stated my perspective of the existence and eternity, but I know it's not the right one. I know I don't really know anything about it and I also believe that no one really knows the absolute truth about it. There is so little we know and can actually proof. So that leaves as to only be able to share our thoughts about it with others and try to learn more and create our own beliefs. And to your earlier comment, I really am having hard time to get motivated to do anything because I feel like everything I do or achieve doesn't matter as I will die someday, and yes I can leave my mark on the world but eventually that mark will fade away.

Sorry, but I didn't get what you are actually doubting? And as to my username, I'm just referring to how everything is just happening without any reason or meaning and how me and my life has really no meaning or actually anything that exists has no real meaning. There is just things happening until there isn't.

I mean the end of the whole eternity. End of all the universes there is, all the universes there will be and all that is left is pure nothingness. Because if there is something it will eventually come to an end and become nonexistent.

I'm sorry if what I say is complete nonsense as I I don't know too much about sience, but if everything that begins and everything that is ends eventually, has it really ever existed? There's no time to go back in, there's nothing left of existence. So there isn't anything it could have been into. This also gave me another thought, as everything that can be will be. What if time was actually a loop?. I mean what if when everything that could be has been and instead of existence of everything just ceasing to be, it all begins again. I'm not good at putting my thoughts into words and my english isn't too good but I hope you still can understand what I'm trying to say with this crazy "trying to sound clever" nonsense.