Bas19

My mom was very verbally/emotionally/mentally abusive. When she would scream and yell and I would hit myself because I'd rather her beat me and get it over with than scream at me for hours on end. Id often hit myself because it felt like if I punished myself, she would see that i was harder on myself. So I would punch myself in the face and slap myself. Sounds stupid but at the time its all I could do... Cant hit your parents cuz theyre bigger..