Humans are boring monsters, focused on and satisfied by sensual attractions such as the suggested sex and jumping out of a plane, indeed it is the Planet of the Apes. However there are Realms outside of this one that are far more interesting and satisfying, but this realm is really just a place to learn how to be worthy of being there. This planet is really quite plain, it is really quite droll filled with little infants who shame those who don't have as infantile tastes as themselves. They seem to have no problem going to amusement parks built on the labor of others, or to go on adventures across the world while other children are starving. Indeed, they really have no souls. Which is why they focus on the lowest portion of reality, sensing innately that they aren't worthy of anything higher, because they are mere users. Homo sapiens is like the retarded stepchild of the universe, the drooling baby that never grows up (into an intelligent, lovely Starchild). For those of us who aren't so low, I'm not sure what the answer is. But I do know that creating for oneself and learning to better oneself are worthwhile, and the only really satisfying thing here is oneself and one's internal Realm, or the pure joy of creating in a way that isn't mundane like the surrounding matter. Truth be told I'm not sure even that is worth doing for me at this point since I'm so advanced, but it kills time and facilitates growth. Personally I'm not really even seeing the point of creating anything because it's all such drivel, meaningless, really, and there don't seem to be any people here who genuinely love. And without actual love, there's really no deep Joy here. The sensual factors are intended to be a mere bonus, a piece of candy, but these fools have made it the focus, so even sex is a bore because you're with an empty shell who isn't good for anything but fulfilling lusts - it's basically bestiality because they don't have minds or gentle, real souls, they're just focused on getting off or manipulating you for their own gratification. So it really is like a testing ground and a place to learn to be happy with oneself, before moving on to a place that isn't the dunghill of the universe, full of egoistic swine who attack their betters and project their own insecurities on them when the truth is stated. If you're not a pariah around these low scummy sellout vermin falsely called Humans, you're doing it wrong!
(Now there are a few minor things an advanced soul can do here on a planet of such lowness, that he couldn't on a planet of worthy souls, so maybe that's what we focus on.)
The key point is there's nothing wrong with you. Humans and the Earth are just boring. Unless your mind is numb/simple and you live like a pig wallowing in wet dirty things as your primary focus. Oink oink
Most humans are uncaring hypocritical honorless swine who would rather keep us all in the muck than have change that elevates us. That's why they try to tear you down OP, like crabs in a bucket they hate the idea of one getting out. Which is why they're so keen on censoring, with their nonsense excuses, after the monsters themselves threw the first punch. They don't play fair, so remember that. However, justice will find them regardless, and they will reap what they sow.