I do not have any major in chemistry but I think I can help you search until someone with experience answers. after a small search I think this search will help you
https://www.quora.com/What-kinds-of-books-will-help-me-learn-chemistry
https://www.campuscareerclub.com/best-chemistry-books-for-beginners/
and you can ask google as you ask on post and google will show you similar people who asked your question like this
https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-e&q=how+to+learn+chimestery
and maybe you want to look for more books so we can use a search term like that
https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-e&q=best+books+to++learn+chemistery
try to manipulate the arguments in google and then defragment all data you got
and I recommend using a tool like calibre to manage your books
https://calibre-ebook.com/download
and of course, use youtube to understand hard topics that may be not clear at first but with some videos, it would be easier I highly recommend starting with khan academy
https://www.khanacademy.org/science
and read books with it
and remember learning from a book may be harder but the data will be more condensed and it will give you more understanding I hope I helped you
and to boost you're learning you may try to read books about learning itself because it has strategies to boost your memory and so on. I love books from Jim Kwik you can check him in this link
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vpZ6j5f_Fsc
as for courses name you can find that in colleges site like MIT for example and there is some college which put there lectures on internet
https://ocw.mit.edu/courses/chemistry/
and you can search on youtube and google for different lectures from different universities
I wish you Best Luck