Kittenpuncher

Facsimile is something different, fascismile is a real word but they're trying to hide it apparently, it's a very useful word if say, a whole city wants to torture you, it describes a difficult concept to explain with a single word, even though the concept has been around for a long time and everyone kind of knows it. Soundgarden has this song, Black Hole Sun, it's music video is a pretty good example of what fascismile means. Ummm I would have a lot more examples and stuff but the people who are trying to brainwash me tried really hard to make sure that I wouldn't really be able to remember other examples or deliberate on this topic very well I think some of them are ashamed of how the system failed a person as capable as me and they basically just want to erase every bit of my talents and personality and all of that just to be batshit evil instead of just like, handing me a drop of what I'm owed so I can go get a house and earn myself a doctorate. Then again they are far too monstrous to have even that sort of explanation for their actions. They have sworn to uphold their facade over all else, an ironic thing to do. They'd rather replace their integrity with it, some have told me so And that, from them, I can actually believe Also look at the screenshots I took before your spelling of fascsismile in that post was changed

Well ethics is more of a matter of what is right or wrong to do in certain lines of work at all At least in the context it's supposed to have here Like "is it morally right to subject a living thing to x in the name of science?" Which I guess they skipped when developing psychotropic medications 🐀🤕 I think what you're talking about is ethics in a different context than what we're supposed to talk about here, probably https://th.bing.com/th/id/R.bc0fdc6ed5144f4b3e7cdac9676fc661?rik=30OVtz03Uvt%2b0Q&pid=ImgRaw&r=0&PC=EMMX01 Chemicals and numbers don't really explain most of our behavior in the first place, does it? It's like love and compassion ARE actually truly valid instead of just superficial illusions created by chemicals. If love was truly unconditional, maybe it would be more like just some chemicals. But it's really not, so... Lmao

I would too! People are treated like little creampuffs of innocence but they are not. Lots of people deserve to suffer greatly. Most people are really casual about having a "torture all the innocents" mentality and it's not a thing of saveth make If they're going to feed on the injustice of the government not punishing them, you know... *Mad scientist laugh* Maybe a bit of "justice" will toughen them up for the next time they're keeping secrets Besides, you never know how many magic spells you'll break but you can always assume that it's going to be lots and lots

I guess it's one thing to trust a computer to handle the situation in a game, another entirely to leave business to one when sh*t gets real B/

Viruses can't do much but harm to their hosts, bacteria can be helpful but viruses have a few key differences from bacteria that make it not likely for them to be symbiotic in any way Maybe you mean that they are a part of the balance of an ecosystem? As for killing their hosts, if evolution was genuine, it still seems likely that a whole lot of unhelpful traits could always be passed down without being eliminated from the gene pool Plenty of viruses pass their species on even though they may kill their host Like honestly surviving is not really that hard and has plenty of room for wasteful things Especially for a virus or something like that For another thing a virus has been like a virus since viruses began - only if all of the viruses went extinct would there not be things that function like a virus And viruses could be pretty unique to the Earth's ecosystem anyway, I think, based off of the traits of a virus

The supreme court has an excuse Which is that they need to reflect the demographics of the people that they are representing There are probably plenty of qualified people that they could choose But of course most expect that the administration wants to choose the one that's a good political move I would think that maybe they picked her out of genuine interest in goodwill and the common good since that occured to me for the first time since I don't remember lel However I've noticed that a lot of black people that are elected to high positions of power Kind of tend to stab their own race in the back And race is used to win free votes in the first place It's ironic Maybe they don't want to seem biased or overly liberal when they're some historic first But they wind up seeming like race traitors to a lot of folks Then they go back to their usual thing, undermining the whole white republican mental well being thing in ways that are normally subliminal I myself saw an interview over the news with this woman and she was being grilled on whether or not she would treat different religions fairly And she seemed to dislike religion a lot in general which the interviewer disregarded, he was not a very religious person either (he told her a bunch of trivia about his church habits and beliefs on camera) I don't know much else about her though It's usually the people around me that cause problems in my life anyway The only things that politics generally change are what people argue about and what people pretend to believe during said arguments It's probably really unhealthy to let some person on a TV screen drive you to such a dark & hateful state of mind anyway Still, I see things a certain way

A variety of methods Mainly Divinations, causing thought withdrawals and thought insertions A lot of what they test on me requires thorough conditioning before it will work on an individual They try to do it with energy, using machines too If you're clever you can kind of test a few things and figure out which method they're using Some people will try to do it just by sinning, or even worse, blaspheming, but you need to already be conditioned/cursed for that to work on you There's another one where things that cause heavy smog or pollution causes the same sorts of things to happen So I kind of get tortured by cars and stuff Some people will try to use dirt to make like an unclean spirit take you over, but I learned that actual dirt doesn't really make spirits unclean, it's sort of like the thing with the cars and blasphemy The only other thing people generally use divinations and stuff for is torture, or sabotage, and it's almost always seriously blasphemous itself, if you're wondering Sorry if I've freaked you out

Well that's not what he was saying Also if you try hard you can keep the memory the same basically Ooh, I know the FBI does, it's safe to assume the Russians do it as well. Do you know who else tries to brainwash people? Random individuals, actually I know a lot about this cuz I'm always a target

If it is a conspiracy, the practical use that I would expect of this conspiracy is terrible, and it also seems very likely that it is one They might try to brainwash a massive amount of people Also that song was nice geordief, thanks

Well I know from being forced to understand memory in a horrifyingly thorough light Due to being used as a lab rat That that information is false!

Honestly the change is universal, even previous recordings change, every time this has happened Recent examples are how Mastodon's album Once more around the sun changing first some of the song's lyrics and then the quality of one of the songs was significantly decreased. The music video for this song (the title track) has completely changed to quite a few different versions based on the reactions of strange critics over time This is not to be confused with how some different videos/lyric sites will have incorrect lyrics, or how some songs have no actual accepted printed lyrics, or when practically every site or person has a different version The easiest time to remember something is always initially I think you've just confused how the mind tries to block out insane/evil things with the actual way that a memory works Remembering what you remembered initially is the only way that you can be sure that you correctly remember If the amount of insane/evil things causes you to be attacked by your own memory, man, your life sucks, like mine

I used to tell lies, but I stopped when I became an adult Have you ever thought this was happening to you before? It's never good when it happens except when song lyrics change to a better version It just hit me that that actually counts as an example of this. My mind is blown

Things that I remember being on the internet, stuff like that, being expunged from it, even things like entire words and their meanings (like fascismile from before), along with some stuff changing from how it was and it making me look... Really outrageous and hateable I guess The second has happened to me several times I wanted to ask if anyone else was having similar things happening to them or thought they were

🤑 https://www.msn.com/en-us/health/medical/thousands-of-new-viruses-discovered-in-the-ocean/ar-AAW4bRV?ocid=mmx&PC=EMMX01 Just saw this, thousands of viruses have been discovered in the ocean that were never known to man before the conclusion of some study. Turns out that this is actually quite significant, and scientists are even considering doubling the amount of phyla classifications in biology, and phyla are just beneath kingdom if you weren't aware... Researchers have already found one that is in a new phyla, and it is believed to be a significant part of the ecosystem on Earth due to being all over the oceans Now I would be in stitches over the apocalyptic vibes this has but to my disappointment, this is said to be the first real large-scale exploration of RNA viruses found in oceans all over the world. Needless to say it still seemed significant enough to post here, if it's not already in the biology section... Maybe I'm wrong and it will be moved? oh well Edit: also how come I can't remove that fucking smiley it's gross and I can't get rid of it. Please just ignore it until I find some way to "do away" with it

That's what I figured when I looked at your profile but it seemed like you were the one doing the modding So I wasn't sure But still Fantastic plot twist, gentlemen Now I must head off in hopes of good dreams and peaceful rest, perhaps even slumber is to be had And so adieu

You're preaching to the choir man, that's the whole reason why I said that

Funny thing about this name, most people seem to be responding to the name, whatever I'm actually saying is dust in the wind, against all odds, even, with some I know most people either don't care or won't show it. There's usually not a whole lot of changing that, these days But if you decide to read it, it's right there for you! Whee. Silent chortles because you didn't even read the kitten thing either apparently? Oh well Re: mods I guess he's just having a hard time or something, then

I meant to mention that, the name, I mean Obviously it's the most likely reason why someone would be upset with me I've used this handle for a long time, it's become a standard It's pretty rare for me to tell this story but oh well here it is, the story behind my internet monicker When I was young, the most stereotypical video game profile name was "dragonslayer" And I was really young so I thought I'd go with "kittenslayer" to reflect that ... Until I thought about that for a second and was like, wait a minute! That's awful So I decided to PG-rate it and change kittenslayer to kittenpuncher And basically it really caught on, and I don't think there was anybody else with that name A lot of people liked it and there was a running gag where I'd tell a different origin for the name every time, or facetiously lament a harrowed, gritty "backstory" wherein kittens somehow destroyed my life, killed my family or even committed horrific war crimes against "my" nameless, made-up nation in a brutal and terrible conflict So it caught on and everyone knew me by this name soon enough One thing lead to another and I guess my mind sort of draws a blank if I'm pressed to come up with a different one anyway Yeah As for how my loneliness and desolation came about - that is a very long and complicated story, each of the interweaving components of it are the sort of thing people are practically hard-wired never to believe It's like that trope, "the noodle incident", except literally even more over the top, so... It would take a lot of effort to recover the repressed memories I'd need to regain in order to explain any significant amount of it, I believe But I was basically stalked, to the point where I became a household name, though a pariah, over falsehoods spread about me with rabid obsessiveness All of my friends vanished, I think it's unlikely that more than a few of them survived, and my family bought into the rabid accusations, and some people have evidence that they may be dead as well Eventually my internet friends also disappeared, and accusations against them are pretty rampant nowadays And I've been in great poverty and also homeless pretty often, typically I was the youngest one amongst the homeless and generally the only one not out for my own blood, so to speak I certainly wouldn't be alive if it weren't for the work of The Lord, nor would I have any good experiences or aspects of my life that were good There's always plenty to be thankful for, ironically But we may have angered the mod... I did my best to answer without taking up too much time, let's hope he won't be too furious

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But you said this? I like having well and capable reading comprehension, sir I don't really understand how I have upset you but I'll listen, if you would go ahead explain it I guess you wouldn't know, melodramatic isn't really an appropriate label (which I realize is saying a lot usually and it's basically nothing in this scenario even still) but we haven't even introduced ourselves to each other technically and I wouldn't expect you to just guess such extraordinary circumstances to be mine Obviously I'm trying to be a part of the community and being ignored would basically rain on that parade. I don't suppose that you'd wave off your anger, would you? I have no idea what's causing it to be triggered by literally almost every single post I make, and it shouldn't really be taken as the ultimate factor in your moderation decisions. Wait, I'm being hazed, aren't I? Soon you'll proverbially burst out a welcome banner and we'll all pretend to have a gigantic cake (in asterisks or something), right? Right? 😅🥳

Well I can see why they'd want to do that - this is a science forum, and that would likely lead to a horrendously hostile environment for any religious people, so if they keep the criticism to a minimum they avoid the sorts of militant situations that happen in communities run by like, kids If what you've said is true then it's certainly a welcome - and refreshing - change from almost any other online community I've seen in the past five or six years, even Facebook, honestly Not to get "off-topic" but I wanted to correct you on some of what you said I.e. the record goes that Pakistani people actually seem to care about their religion themselves, you know, and the main purpose of the burkkhas is supposed to be to prevent men from experiencing lust & After living in a blasphemous shithole most of my life I can definitely see why someone would come to prefer that sort of living situation XD being innocent and pure is kickass

?? I am not doing that In fact I haven't done that even once The original topic was for forum questions. Rather than call a bunch of attention to a mostly dead subforum I simply posted this (a forum question) in that topic. I was trying to be courteous and I have once again been labeled as a troll! For another thing it would have to be pretty extreme as a case of thread jacking to constitute trolling, I don't see why you're so eager to assume that someone is purposely trying to piss you off that even well-intentioned attempts to contribute (or, hell, just make everyone laugh!) are seen as such a thing. I make jokes sometimes but that's not because I want to make anyone angry, I want them to laugh I am a jubilant person, and I hope you will come to appreciate that I couldn't troll my way out of a paper bag, INow, and I don't have anything against you, nor do I have any sort of intention of getting a rise out of you - or anyone else here! I joined out of desolation and loneliness. I don't get any kicks out of having ill intent, and I'm plenty willing to be nice and kind to everyone here, so I'm bewildered to see you think I'm such a villain. I don't even like to insult people!!! I haven't even done that, though, really & Obviously I'd like to be up to speed with the expected quality of posts But it doesn't make much of a difference when almost everything I post is labeled trolling and cut out to the "trash can"

Why do I keep getting called a troll? Trolling is when you deliberately try to anger people, and it's probably obvious that that is not what I'm trying to do, at all.

No I'm surprised you've never heard this word What's more surprising is that it was apparently eliminated from the internet Think Kafkaesque except not specific to the 1950's

I would think it fascismile, albeit hilarious, for someone to say that it does not exist