Alright dude since you asked here's what you do..First you're gonna go and get a prescription for Adderall ok, then you're just going to work like some shitty jobs until you can save up enough money or are just able to get a loan from the bank to buy like a small cabin in the woods in the countryside, preferably not too far from a major city. From there you're gonna learn how to do manufacturing skills like carpentry, welding, and metalworking, and maybe even have some knowledge of being a CNC-machinist too, and you're also gonna get pretty good at using computers as well. Then you're gonna go online and find resources and books on advanced Electrical-Engineering and Physics, and you're gonna have your own like little country redneck garage lab or something where you're gonna invent freakin' Free-Energy you crazy bastard..and would probably become like the coolest motherfucker of all time and would probably make Elon Musk look like a bitch..