Yes, when I don't sleep, I'm not aware of myself.
Yes, I agree with you, the experience is different. But sometimes when you wake up in the middle of the night, there's a feeling that it's almost dawn and time to wake up.
What I am talking about is the feeling of presence here.
Anyway, I don't remember myself when I'm not present with my mind. But other people do remember. So, I think we are memories. But when I am present, and feel this awareness, I have responsibility. And, I think, it's important to leave good memories.
Thank you, my friend. I totally agree with your point of view.
I think our experience is alive, until other people remember us.