Acid will take care of you - and you're 15, you don't have the money to support a love habit. Don't try to be the perfect gentleman type of nonsense, it just dosen't pay off. You'll be stuck waiting on one person, when you could be doing so much more with a vast selection. And if you're a masochist, be kind to yourself, just starting thinking. If you go for that cutting bullshit, i'd probably slam your face through a steel door, ... or nine... twenty. Yea. Anyways, the best of luck to you... just don't let one little point in your life drag you down, just enjoy what you can.