EyeSore

so every thing is made up of atoms ok. so atoms maybe are or are not aware in some way. so atoms are in some way aware, self aware, and aware of other atoms? ok. so in some way could, can, do atoms communicate with each other? (they probably are some way in basically constant communication right?) ...so because i'm human and angela i tend to give human traits to non-numan things and we're speaking some levels below or above things being human anyway... atoms communicate with other atoms in a way like one person communicates with another person?

wonder sometimes about the distances between...stars for example - how at times to me it seems the distance of two stars to be half the distance of two other near by stars one of those which seems twice as far from an other star, etc. like "some" seemingly chaotic layout that may or may not be extremely precise, also have noticed this in trees(especially in highly forested area)...also moles and freckles on a person, and seemingly large crowds of people themselves, maybe even in every thing as it relates to every thing else, is there an place for these thoughts in logic or have i just gone completely off my rocker? thanks for at least attempting to hear me.

i am not on the computer much and i know science like i know chinese(which i currently do not) that said, ... there are micro organisms that you "grow" and maintain in sand, that, combined with other filters like charcoal,etc. filters water to drinkability...? do i need specific type of sand...better question could anyone suggest some super good somewhat easy to understand reading materials?

... could anyone explain to me the why, how, what not as pertains to atoms having electrons and these electrons seemingly jumping/disappearing then popping up again in an other location...? of course, this must be pretty elementary stuff, but humor me, please? =D