rwalters21

Im a 21 year old male who is having serious problems with his brain. My symptoms are as follows: memory retention problems(have an extremely hard time learning and retaining new information,confusion,drowsiness,personality changes,my brain feels foggy and feels kinda like there is pressure,my senses arent acute, and have problem solving troubles and speech difficulties.. I've started feeling alot of these hardcore about 6 months ago. I want to join the airforce but I cant pass the asvab because I forget almost everything i learn and when I learn something and then am asked a question that is the same kind of question but a different variation such as a math problem its like there is no thoughts and no activity in the brain and its the same during interviews and i'm unable to secure employment by normal means only through temp services because of my speech troubles. I read,read and read about science,the human body, the brain,dna and genetics, so I should be a genious by now but I forget it all and feels like I didnt read anything. I've been to a couple docs and they keep telling me im too young too have atumor or its highly unlikely that I have one. I tried different meds for social anxiety and add but they dont help because all my problems stem from the memory,speech, and confusion symptoms. Im taking a math and science class at my local adult learning center because college is too expensive and im doing it to join the airforce and I started today and the science its life science and I couldnt remember anything I had to right it all down and I never had to do this before and never experienced these problems I was always bright. I feel like I lost my old self and I want him back. What could be wrong?

First off hi I am a new user and posted this in biology but thought I should have posted it here in the genetics forum of biology the first time. Im a 21 year old single male and have never been in a relationship with a female. My whole life I have been rejected by females. Throughout my middle school years and highschool years I was obese so that probably has a alot to do with why I was unable to get a girlfriend. The tenth grade was the last time I ever tried to date a girl I was tired of being rejected and accepted that i was undesired by females so I lost interest in them and stopped talking to them. My senior year in highschool I lost all my excessive poundage and I guess was desired by quite a few females but was not interested in them and noticed that I no longer had any drive, motivation, or desire to be with a female almost like the attraction for females was terminated and to this day I still have that characteristic. I have a mild form of expressive language disorder now I developed it from lack of social interraction when I was unemployed for a year but I was working steady for the past six months and was surrounded by beautiful women but I just had no compulsion to talk to them like I had no interest and im not gay i am totally into women I watch porn often because I get urges when i see attractive females on t.v. but when I am in the presence of a female or they are around me i have no interest. So is it possible that it's natures way of ending my bloodline or my undesired traits and genes? Am I an evolutionary deadend? I have a family of mental disorders schitzophrenia and strange behavior and I feel the language disorder stems from my family history. I am not depressed or feeling no hope I just feel it goes deeper than just lack of confidence because I have been having thoughts and feelings that I shouldnt reproduce because of my genes and I wouldnt want these undesired traits to be passed onto my child. sorry for such a long descriptive story of my life but i would just like these questions answered by one who has a background in science and the genetics.

First off hi I am a new user. Im a 21 year old single male and have never been in a relationship with a female. My whole life I have been rejected by females. Throughout my middle school years and highschool years I was obese so that probably has a alot to do with why I was unable to get a girlfriend. The tenth grade was the last time I ever tried to date a girl I was tired of being rejected and accepted that i was undesired by females so I lost interest in them and stopped talking to them. My senior year in highschool I lost all my excessive poundage and I guess was desired by quite a few females but was not interested in them and noticed that I no longer had any drive, motivation, or desire to be with a female almost like the attraction for females was terminated and to this day I still have that characteristic. I have a mild form of expressive language disorder now I developed it from lack of social interraction when I was unemployed for a year but I was working steady for the past six months and was surrounded by beautiful women but I just had no compulsion to talk to them like I had no interest and im not gay i am totally into women I watch porn often because I get urges when i see attractive females on t.v. but when I am in the presence of a female or they are around me i have no interest. So is it possible that it's natures way of ending my bloodline or my undesired traits and genes? Am I an evolutionary deadend? I have a family of mental disorders schitzophrenia and strange behavior and I feel the language disorder stems from my family history. I am not depressed or feeling no hope I just feel it goes deeper than just lack of confidence because I have been having thoughts and feelings that I shouldnt reproduce because of my genes and I wouldnt want these undesired traits to be passed onto my child. sorry for such a long descriptive story of my life but i would just like these questions answered by one who has a background in science and the genetics.