WARNING: If you are like me, you probably won't read this post. The 'why' of this is explained in this post. . .
I'm a smart kid. I speak multiple languages, I am socially intelligent, I'm creative, analytic, etc. . . All that stuff, no problemo for countSpanky.
Academics have been a breeze up till now. I'm 18, and have NEVER, EVER had to open up a book or study for anything, which is noteworthy, because the Belgian school system supposedly sets the highest standards in the world. I passed every test, and probably kicked ass while doing it. 'Up till now', meaning, utopia has ended.
This year has been hell for me... It was so bad, I even feel below average, a sensation strange to me since puberty
I started to fail tests, exams, my grades dropped ultralow, ... The realization that I'm NOT above studying hit me, so I needed to finally open my books and hit THEM, hit them HARD.
Exams came up and I really put in an effort to study, only, studying is new to me, and it's as if my personality prohibits it. It's strange that I only found out about this just now.
I can NOT concentrate.
You guys have NO idea how long it takes me to write this post. I'm sitting here, thinking about the kickass game Ancic played this afternoon, about upcoming parties and other events, I'm watching the bunnies that are crossing my lawn, . . . Damnit countSpanky, ***KEEP WRITING***.
I have a lot of symptoms of ADD, including
often ignores details; makes careless mistakes
often has trouble sustaining attention in work or play
often does not seem to listen when directly addressed
often does not follow through on instructions; fails to finish
often has difficulty organizing tasks and activities
often avoids activities that require a sustained mental effort
often loses things he needs
often gets distracted by extraneous noise
often forgetful in daily activities
incredible problem with authority, rules, ...
I would be pretty sure about me having ADD, but sites say AD(H)D is diagnosed as a child, which I am not anymore, and my dad refuses to believe it or go check it out at a neurologist or something.
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FOCUS
And even if I do have ADD... I don't want to be dependent on drugs like Strattera, Ritalin, Concerta, Adderall, Cylert, Dexedrine ... (how can I remember those and not remember what I ate one hour ago? ****) I need to solve this on MY OWN. My restless brain has immense benefits, but there are times I need to direct its focus.
So...
Any guys here with concentration problems(ADD or not) who found a way to tackle their problems? I guess I'm really looking for feedback: how do you guys (not only those with problems) study? How much? When?
How do YOU concentrate?
HELP me get a FUTURE