I live in Rio de Janeiro and I can't hold it anymore.
Last year, I was assaulted twice. It was a terrible experience. My first assaulted was very "simple", the man held my arm and said he would shoot me if I ran as he had a gun (he didn't show it) then he asked for my cellphone. Since I wasn't wanting trouble, I gave him my cellphone. It was on a Thursday.
My second assaulted was in a different place, near my last school in Rio downtown (Tijuca area). I was alone and the place was as empty as a desert. A man came, without a shirt and holding a broken glass bottle. He has put it on my neck and said he would tear my face up. I got scared as the man looked like being under drugs effect. He robbered my bag pack, my mp3 player and my wallet (with documents), then he ran into a slum (I didn't know the place he ran to was a slum, I knew it after because people told me there was a dangerous place). The place I was attacked was in front of a firefighter base. It was on a Saturday (the same week as the first assaulted ).
But why am I angry now?
Last Friday, I was going to the bus stop (18:30h) after a tiring lab class. When I was almost there, two men came and asked me where was the "olympic village" (a place near my school I didn't know where was), and since I got scared because they looked like having bad intentions, I walked back. One of them saw I was afraid (there were some people near the bus stop) and they went away. I changed the corner I was on to one farther... As my bus was coming, the men came back too (the time between they talked to me and their coming back was about 2 minutes). I ran and got the bus before they could catch me. I was pretty scared.
Yesterday, I was walking through a busy overpass while going home from my English course. A man came behind me and held my back and he was about to talk to me (he looked as a typical assaulter). As a reflex action, I ran as fast as I could and as a classmate from the course was near, I told him I almost got assaulted. This classmate, very gentle, went with me to the bus station... as he was an adult, the assaulter hesitated.
The violence in Rio is chaotic. We can't hang out with our friends, we can't go on a walk, we can't go to school, we can't do anything outdoors. We're always scared when we walk through the streets... And the police is absent, the govern is absent and there's nothing we can do, only paying the extremely governement fees.
This thread is a desperate protest.
How are your lifes affected by violence, people? How is it in your city?