WJohn

Hello all! Its John Wright... I am 19 years old, 5'4 man. As the subject indicates, I have been suffering from these three problems. I am a male but do have a very shrill voice, sometimes sounded shriller than even the girls. I have also went through surgical treatment about 3-4 years ago (dont remember what the doctors said about the disease and what they done to me in the operation other than that there is/was some extra flesh on some part of my throat). Before the operation, my voice was even more shriller or maybe should I use the word "Chirpy" for it and I was not able to speak in loud voice (so does now) and people had/have to listen very carefully in order to understand me. After the surgery, though my voice is not as chirpy as it was but still i dont sounds as a man, even during phone calls people get me as a girl unless I tell them what m I. I have heard that the it maybe due to masturbation (Sorry if its not allowed to use such words) as I have been masturbating since when I was 14-15 years old... and they also say that this is also the cause for my other problems (weak body).Before the surgery I was very scared but yet happy as I thought that I will be freed from this problem forever but my voice is still not much improved. I dont have the courage to go through surgical treatment again. I want to know the causes of my shrill voice as well as about any non-surgical treatment if there is any. My other problem is that I am very weak, but yet I am sure that it is not a disease. Instead it has to have something with my diet. I am, at 19 years, just around 110lbs. I dont want a wrestler like muscular body and neither i can go to gym (as i have heard that body building further drops your height which is already too short) but I just want a normal healthy body by which i dont feel embarrassed due to the appearance of any impressions of the ribs on my stomach. My last problem is that I am very short ( 5 feet, 4 inch ). Yes I know that it has a lot to do with genetics but my one brother is 5'7 and other is 5'8, So i should have been at least 5'6 if not more. Some people may say that I do have to time to grow but I dont think that I am growing anymore as I have been stuck at 5'4 for more than a year now. Replies will be greatly appreciate..