Bettina

I never believed in the supernatural, ghosts, or any other external entitys. I didn't think that way when I was little but as I got older I gradually became aware that they just don't exist. I can't explain the things I feel or hear or why I get drawn so far into someone any better than I already have and although I still have my up days and down days, I'm coping with it. I have tons of links on everything from cognition to mirror neurons with the hope that someday someone will hit on an answer for people like us. But right now, forget those external entitys and manifestations.... Bee

(When I was younger) Covering my head with tin foil every night for a week to stop those vibes. (My dad) Adding six quarts of oil to his antique car as I watched it come out the bottom and flow down the driveway. I didn't say anything because I was only 10 and didn't know. Bee

If he's been to a doctor already and that hasn't worked then he needs to be in a mental hospital. Definately out of society. Sorry. Bettina

Hi... Its called "The Entertainer" by Marvin Hamlish.... Bee

Same here. I was 13. Bee

Click on "Atomic clock for windows" if you have windows. http://www.physorg.com/news76951713.html Bee

How true is this.... Can the LHC produce a particle that could be dangerous? I know the tiny black holes would evaporate pretty quickly but what about some unknown particles not thought of. Like some surprise that won't go away. http://cosmiclog.msnbc.msn.com/archive/2006/09/10/3371.aspx Bee

What do you think of this guy.... http://www.compfused.com/directlink/3909/ Bee

I liked it a lot and I had some comments how you can't compromise on those that wish to destroy it... but I went back and read it again and got what you were saying so I deleted it. Good job Bee

Mike90..... Something tells me that most of what your seeing is drug induced so I'm going to ask you straight out.... are you on pot? Bee

I wish it was on 1 hour suicide watch.... Bee

I haven't given this any thought so I'm treating it as if I had to leave the USA in a hurry. So with that, I would pack a quick bag and head to China. We had some Chinese exchange students and I got to know them very well. China is mostly atheist but tolerates non violent religions so if I wanted to taste religion, I could be a Buddhist. China is beautiful, devoid of the "bad" religions and with its million person army I would feel protected. I know its freedoms are limited, but I'm not in want of anything special. Bettina

Since you asked.... No. IMO it sounds like this..... Attention-seeking trolls Off-topic complaints about personal life, even threats of suicide: sometimes, this is the "cry for help" troll. In other instances, this type of trolling may be for amusement. Messages containing a deliberate flaw or error: "I think 2001: A Space Odyssey is Roman Polanski's best film." Or "Federico Fellini is the Greatest Living American Director" Asking for help with an implausible task or problem: "How do I season my Crock Pot? " Intentionally naive questions: "Can I cook pasta in Evian instead of water?" Trying to look for vulnerable people and being offensive to them. Messages containing a self-referential appeal to status. "Pepsi is for white trash. I prefer a real soft drink like Coke." Bee

I wonder how long it will be before Iran turns into pre war Afghanistan. http://www.cnn.com/2006/WORLD/meast/09/05/iran.universities.ap/index.html http://www.upi.com/NewsTrack/view.php?StoryID=20060829-070309-8053r Bee

Mike90... No, I haven't left this thread but it was never able to help me and that was the reason I came to SFN in the first place. I also had no place to go and all the previous sites I joined consisted either of liars who claimed to bend various objects, project thoughts across vast distances, or just plain wierdos. I don't go to those sites anymore. You seem to be like me. Whats normal to most people becomes overly sensitive and overwhelming to us. For example, when a normal person looks at a dead animal on the road, they see a dead animal. I don't. I feel it. I feel the pain and the suffering it went through. I see babys waiting for their mother and I can go on and on until I spiral down a black hole. So, I have to be on guard all the time for things like that, which I call "sinkholes". When it hits me I have to do what Gib, Gutz and others here have done to break that feeling. I have to look away, count to ten out loud, sing a song, or just yell something. Anything to stay above that hole because if I lose, I am haunted by it for weeks as it plays over and over in my head. Sometimes, I call my friends and chat, or go to the mall because good friends are my best medicine and yes, the pills my analyst gives me help me to cope even though I still think he is sucking my dad dry. The bottom line is that for people like us, being happy is something that has to be worked at every day or even every hour to keep above that abyss that wants to pull us in. It suxs. The other half I already mentioned much earlier. The scary part. What I "hear" and what happens to me when I look at certain kids and certain seniors... especially the troubled ones. It gets really wierd and I'm not going to talk about that here but I've finally learned to separate it from the overly sensitive part of me. PM me if you know what I mean or want a better explanation... You also mentioned suicidal thoughts. I had those thoughts several times when I was ten and eleven where I just wanted to die and actually tried to hold by breath, smother myself with a pillow, and drown myself in the tub, but thankfully none of it worked and I was too young to think of something more drastic. I haven't had those thoughts for eight years now because I like being alive.... an awful lot. If you are working, your insurance will most likely cover a physco doc that can help you with meds. Bettina

Sorry, but it was boring and uninteresting. What does it prove? Bee

He was great with kids, and to me, thats his legacy. I felt bad when I heard he died and cried when I looked at the youtube video clip of him crying over the death of an alligator.. What a great guy he was. Bee

Atheist, I hope you were joking because I laughed out loud... :-) However, if you get into trouble, I don't know who posted this with my name on it... Bee

It was the scariest book I ever read in my life.... Bee

Sure....right here... http://news.scotsman.com/uk.cfm?id=1145782006 Kinda makes you wonder, doesn't it.... Bee

Your losing me big time... Bee